IT's not over

How is it that people can be so emotional ?? How can people like 2 people at one time.?? why?? its just not fair. Its just weird. I have had feelings for more than one person at a time but it wasn't for long. My reason is that God put one of those people in my life to get me completely over some bad things going on in my life. Now my life is back to normal and i don't know what to do with it. I can't keep my feeling under control. The one second i think I'm okay and our relationship is okay i lash out and scream and cry and wow. So why does this happen? It isn't fair the person or either of the 2 culprets. People should just make up there dead gum mind and then go for it. Because Heather is tired of wishy washy people who never decide on something and live for months confusing everyone around them. Wake up people and realize that you can only marry one person so pick carefully. And seriously don't tell someone you like them and then don't let them know when you don't like them anymore. Its sycotic!! You may need to know that it hurts. That maybe I do still care. Even if i make up the exscuses that I don't. I still want to be with you, but you are going to have to make up your mind or things will get bad. Because I don't handle goodbye's very well anymore. So another one would just be going into my heart because I've been forgotten by many people so thats not what i care about its only that you take the time to confuse me and lie. and its confusing. :D