Your self-confidence boost has arrived!!

[ insert name here ] this would be the name of my buddy. My buddy has a disease it is called "adafracalistrio" [ADA-fra(with the :) on top)-callie-stree-O] This person has and extremely bad case of this and i'm about to describe the symptoms of it.

Appearance : You might have brown eyes and probably are of the tall region.

Attitude:You will think that everyone is better than you and you won't believe the person/people that are completely-correct-about-the-matter who tell you otherwise.

Personality: You will be a very happy person. Practically everyone you meet (or talk to) will love you. seriously. You will have many close friends that you could tell secrets to and you will most likely have the coolest girlfriend in the entire world. One thing you don't know is that you are the happiest thing that has happened to her in a long time. YOU, being the paranoid self that you are will have so many doubts about her even when you shouldn't.

OK so now i will tell you something that could possibly (and it will or it better) change your opinion on this.

You are one of the coolest people i know and honestly i don't care what you think of yourself because you are and awesome friend. I'm so glad that we are friends and no dear i really don't think they are cooler than you. I don't even know them how could i think that? I'm not a jerk. I am not going to meet them and leave in the dirt because i know how that feels. I see people every single day of my life that in my opinion are cooler than me. They have gotten things that i have so badly wanted because people obviously thought they were better than me.

Maybe they are cool but "cooler" or "better" is going to far.I mean really. I'm not kidding when i say this so do not take it the wrong way AT ALL. its only what i say it is and nothing more. Have you ever thought that the only reason people think that they are better is because that is how you make them out to be? If everyone else thinks that you are madly in love with there total awsomeness then they are going to agree with you, when in the end your getting hurt because of it.I am not saying that you shouldn't talk about them or compliment them but you kinda talk about them like they are God or something. NO not that much but you put them so much higher than yourself that it kinda seems like you compare yourself to dirt.

You are a lot of things but dirt?? um no. You are a really really really cool person and just because someone is cool doesn't mean there cooler than you. Just because you might be related doesn't mean your exactly alike which means that you can't compare all of your characteristics to them. You are so much better than them in different ways. From my perspective you are better than them in every way because i do not know them. And sorry but i'm going to jump to conclusions of them just because of them. Maybe I don't believe you, maybe i don't believe that they can be cooler because you are pretty awesome as it is.

So you must belive this. And i don't want to here another peep of this "probablem" you understand me?? oh and whatever i say i say in love. always.

ok *sigh* YOU ARE MADE FROM GOD!!!!!! DON'T YOU THINK THAT IS COOL?? HIS HANDS TOUGHED YOU AND MADE YOU!! Is that not enough to rock your world? He made you just like you. nobody else in the entire world of ever worldness is like you and there is no one that is good enough to compare yourself to. I was going through a tough time and you brightend me up. Would your brothers have done that? would they have started talking to one of their friends friends that they have no idea who she is and become her friend and talk to her? UMM i'm kinda thinking not. That is what makes you special. You are outgoing and fun to be around and likeable and nice and friendly and could change some one's mood in a heart beat. you have a great taste in music and you Love the Lord. Your good looking and compasionate. You care about people and respect them. You have a wonderful personallity and you don't care about what people think about you. You are brave and strong and you don't get scared and chicken out over stupid stuff.

I hope this changes your mind atleast some if not all. Because every word is true and you should believe it all.

Totally Randomness

Hello again.
I'm going to to say a word and think in your head a one word definition for it. ready?
flower=?
food=?
boys/girls =?
well what did you come up with? Everyone has a different answer, even if its almost exact or total opposites. Like flower for instance. Guys might think flowers are girly or weird or some might think they are beautiful or romantic. Girls on the other hand have about the same taste in flowers as guys. its a difference. moving on to food. I'm a huge fan of food. if you know me you will know that I don't share... rarely ever, and i eat at all hours about pretty much anything. (except cold pizza for breakfast that just grosses me out) But i know people who don't like to try new things or eat all the time for whatever reason. yeah it makes me sad but on the good side i get a larger portion. :P Its always nice to find yourself having a bad day for whatever reason and then end your day with eating and sleeping.
Just like flowers and food, guys and girls are the same. Each guy or girl has a different "taste" in there mate lol, they might have similar interest but there will be one difference. There will something about them that you like that maybe your best friend doesn't see. That's the difference. The thing with difference is you will disagree and you can't just change your mind on what you think of somebody just because nobody else likes them.

I personally have that problem but that's another story in itself. i like difference it gives people personality and talent. because if everyone is just like you in every way then your no one. That's why we are all made different no one is the exact same. we all have a different opinion on things whether or not we see them through all the time. and some times it might not be what you want to here or what you think is best for that person but you have to let them do it.because most people have to learn the hard way before they will understand.

Ripple Effect

Sometimes opportunities come knocking at the door and you can't decide whether or not to answer and let them come in or just ignore it. Sometimes you are told one thing and then shown another. Sometimes you are just confused. My life is wonderful right now and I wouldn't complain because in a whole, I'm just happy. This is how I normally am. But inside my head, i have those little wheels and gears turning and nothing in there really makes sense. Its mostly just fairy tales and my wonder full imagination of great or horrible things that could happen.I though, am a risk taker. That doesn't mean I'm always doing bad things but i like to try new foods or new people or new places. I have a problem though, I become shy and quiet around the people I know the absolute best. I could walk up to any (normal looking) person and carry on a conversation, then walk off with someone very close and be speechless.
I guess what it is, is that I will most likely never see that person for a long time or ever again. So i could talk about anything. But anything and everything i say in front of someone close to me well they could hold that against me for my entire life. I'm not saying at all that i don't talk to my best friends or family. I do. A lot. I could talk for hours to them. I guess my point that I'm trying to make is that I like to keep a lot of myself between me, my head, and God. He won't hold anything against me ever. My closest peoples wouldn't but as i have come to realize, people aren't your friend forever. They move or die or change schools or something. Or simply just starting hating each other and never speak again :P. So I'm not going to give away all my problems and issues for people to think about when its either A. none of there business
B. they have to big of a mouth
or C. Secrets are called secrets for a reason.
:) I know this was kinda random but hey its a BLOG right??

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