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Monday, April 19, 2010

Coming back around

Well I had kinda forgotten that I had a blog for idk.. the past 5 months. So i have decided that i shall re-kick off my writings. Yeah most of them were just pointless stuff or me venting randomly and what not. I don't really know where to begin again. It almost seems as if my life has just kinda been stuck in the same route for a long time. I know why, its because i haven't really been into God that much. And I will admit it now, even though i honestly hate saying it. My life just goes well when I'm in tune with him. When I am playing the chords, beating on the same drum, singing on the same key as him, my life just flows. I can't explain it any better than that. I'm not saying that everyday of my life is a fairytale type day, i mean i could cry every night but its still just good. I lost my love for music in the past couple months and was just listening to mediocre stuff. I was experiencing the color of life. WEll all that is gonna change now. I don't want this year to be wasted. My freshman year is almost over but 2010 just begun. If i live the next 6 or 7 months like i have been spending my last 4 then there is no point in my life. I have got to get a grip on what i'm going to do because this year needs to have some memories that take up a lot of space in my head. I hope that people will see a change in me soon because i'm tired of looking and feeling dull sad and dry. So if i had a drink sitting next to me i would make cheers to myself for a new beginning because that is what i'm looking for. Okay.. well thats it. Goooooodbye :)

2 comments:

Unknown said...

You know that song by Brad Paisley where he says if he could write a letter to himself back when he was fifteen and all the stuff he would want to tell himself? Well, everything you just wrote is exactly what I would've told myself. Oh, and one more thing. If virginity is so precious to give away, then its worth more to keep it for the one you marry. Love ya, girly!

beccaboo said...

I"m glad to hear/see this... If you need anything I"m here love.